This is the same thing that happened to a lot of the East German olympic athletes who were forced to take steroids by the government. Many of them decided it was easier to just live as a man than to try to reverse the damage.
There is a guy in his mid 40's at my gym who was a Mr. Olympia competitor. He told me he took steroids all the time in order to be competitive in the competitions. He won a few, got a Lamborghini out of it, but then his heart took a shit. Now he's 1/4 his original size, looks like he's 65, and wants to hang himself.